Im kinda envy and get jealous easily with him without any point of doing it . It's just that I dont want to loose him .But why ? you keep hurting me ? You tell me lies and for what you've been doing this ? I put my trust on you . Stop being a sweet talker dear , people around will hate you someday . including me .So pleasee , i hate broken hearts ,broken minds because those shits are making me so sick till I can't do anything . Im stuck , I feel so stupid when you did this to me ? Once again , I feel dissapointed with you . You've change ,you've , uhh unpredictable .Pleasee i beg you to tell me , If i've hurt you before ,so do tell me . I need you , how come you dont even believe me ? Damn are you bloody pathetic lifeless . Come on , we've grown up ,you've promise everything and I believe you in everything , Allah is always with us ,He's always here to help us . I keep praying so that we'll stick together till jannah . hope that we can bring our precious love to Jannah someday .

I know ,maybe you'll read this but yeah , If you mad at me because i wrote this , i dont mind and not even care . Because you dumped me , Im not your bitch okay ? Im just a weak servants , an Allah's servant that always been hurt by a guy who still blind and its you stupid . Im sorry for saying this , Im too hurted , lots ! ugh, crap .

Just think of it , and stop fooling around . And yeah , even you've hurt me , our harshers time when we fight , i still love you . I know you've noticed I said that I HATE YOU , but that's just the word i've been typing and even from my mouth ,but not from my heart .Because my heart cant even describe how desperate i am to have you . Im sorry for being truth . Lots of love xx