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Friday, 6 July 2012 | 21:25 | 0 panda
assalamualaikum xx Being a girl without tears, sadness is not so easy . Well obstacles always have , must have everyday in my life .nevermind ,Allah tengah menguji so aku masih bersabar . Everybody knows how much i love that guy right ? But i guess I should let go everything .I get nothing but instead of wasting my time . I feel so happy that I still got my crazy buddies that keep making me strong alhamdulillah . nak jaga hari orang memang tak sesenang orang lain fikirkan but itulah kan ? once i've make a mistakes, it will ruins everything . Reading those post on facebook by him making me more sick . ouh like i care ? Keep trying to forget everything about him , I'm sorry that I have too . So to those bitches out there who TRUELY FUCKING LOVES him just go take him away . Then after this you'll feel everything when you're on my shoes someday . I swear I get jealous but I have to let this things go away .I know I'm not good enough for him and i think im the one who always spoiled everything . Come on ,we're big enough . So from now on , you're not even exist in my world . Leaving you maybe for a years is too hard but i have to . It's for my own good to cure this pain . Its not once or twice but much more than that . terkejut kan ? So don't feel it friends . I know i did lots of mistakes to you but remember you're the one who always in my heart and that was before .now you're not and i won't let anybody else take my heart . I've change my mind because i know no one can ever replace you . We've being ego for so long . Those harshes times are getting old . I'll pray for your happy life and I'll be fine with prayers on my side . Do to care of yourself because I won't think of you anymore .Like we never met before , it's my last decision .well bitches ,be happy because you win and I'm lost . Go fuck off and see you again during judgement day bitches . slut bitch go die soon , assalamualaikum xx |